i'm so tired and sleepy..
early in the morning, pulled myself out from bed
get prepared and off to school
hate the morning traffic
lecturer is so good to buy us breakfast
yum yum
i swear this is the first time i really cnt tahan and started lying on the table, falling asleep
kept forcing myself not to close my eyes lor
the feeling super terrible
finally class ended
went back to workplace
i dont know why but im like being cursed lor
everytime i went to the market there to buy food
go there never rain, come back cfm rain one
very suay sia
hmm
work as usual
knocking off soon le..
wondering if i should go down and visit baby or tmr then i go down
btw baby w be transferred to another hospital tomorrow morning
and that means that i cant go visit him everyday le
the hospital is so far away
and i dont have the time to travel all the way till there lor..
maybe i can only go on weekends le
sorry..



you kept repeatedly telling me the same things
i know you are upset and are very affected by this
i answer your question till i don't know how to answer already
hais,
nobody want all this to happen
if that is really the case,
all you can do is accept it
i hope you will be strong..
im sorry, i really can't do anything..
i can only lend you my shoulder and give you a hug if you need it
haiss