just rest for awhile before heading down to the hospital
past few days very tired
i guess i'm totally worn out
giddiness, vomiting and fever became my best friends for the past few days
the feeling was terrible when i was sick yet i don't dare to tell anyone
i know baby know that i am not feeling well and it hurts him
he always sms me telling me how hurt he is to see me so sick and tired everyday
i know if i don't go down, you will anyhow think again
although you will say don't come down, but i know you still will wish to see me go down
in order not to disappoint you, i always drag myself to the hospital no matter how terrible i feel
hais
baby, i know that hearing what your friends said, you will always be upset
because you also wish you can go out with them to rounding and not lying at the hospital bed
i really hope you will stay strong for this few months..
it's just an hurdles you have to go through
i always told you, whatever you do, think for the consequences first
you chose to ride bike, this is one of the consequences you have to consider
how much hurt you have caused to everyone who cares for you
how much worried and tears you have brought to your family
yes, you might be suffering so much now..
but do you know that your family members also suffered with you for these past few days?
they felt much more hurt than you are feeling
because they get to see you but can't help you
this is much more worst..
you told me when you discharge, you want to ride bike again
hais..
please think of all the things again
i won't stop you if you want..
but i will be very disappointed with you
because i thought you will be once bitten twice shy
whatever it is, i still wish you will faster get well soon
i miss you always bickering with me, asking me to think of the places i want to go
i miss you always coming to pick me up, to and fro, to all the places without fail
i miss you always bringing me to all the places in singapore to explore nice food and places
i miss you always standing at the glass door trying to scare me when you come to fetch me after my work
i miss you always hugging me and coaxing me to sleep
i miss you always pestering me to hug you to sleep
i miss you always complaining that i use the lappy and never accompany you
i miss you always acting like a baby, want all my attention, care and love
alot more to mention.. and i really miss you so muchhhh!!!!
