I'm back!!!
Firstly, wishes all a Happy & Prosperity CNY.
hope all of you enjoyed, but I didn't=(
i ate alot of reunion dinner this year within a day
in the noon went to my grandma's place to eat
she cooked alot as usual and i ate alot
i totally forgotten that i still have to eat later on
grandma's cooking is always the best
went to GIANT after that
mum and dad still need to do some last minute shopping
and baby came to pick me at IMM and back to his place for reunion dinner
i swear i totally cant squeeze in anymore
but i still did
finished eating, slacked at his house for awhile and waited for baby to prepared himself
and back to my house
my mum prepared steamboat
i told myself im going on a diet but...
totally no choice
after eating we have to prepared our house for new year
we did till ard 1+ and baby and i went out
thought of catching a movie but it was so late alr
so went to find ck and slacked
then we went to pump oil and home
CNY day 1
v tired
sleep till 10+ then get ourself prepared to grandma's house
settled our lunch at there and went to my uncle's house
this year not alot of people came
but alot of my nieces and nephews
this proves that im getting old
=(
played 21 there and i won
dad say that he's having a headache so we stop and went home
baby didnt know how to go my uncle house so i meet him at my house there
came my house and pick me up
back to his house to bai nian
then waited for him to prepared
we headed to ck's grandma house
met him there and baby and i went to pioneer mall there for dinner
lots of people
damn sian
meet him back at his place
and play poker again
then the cliques came down
i stayed there till 2 plus and i cannot tahan alr
so baby sent me home
initially baby don't want to go down alr
but in the end he still went down
throw me alone at home lor
jk=X
he played till 6 plus then go home
zz
CNY day 2
went to his grandma house
his dad came to fetch us
then his ahyi drove us to orchard
thought that orchard was open
but it's closed
then went to JP for lunch cum dinner
and his ahyi drove us back to my house
we got no place to go
so decided to bring xavier out
damn funny
carry him sit on bike
went to find jk and awhile later sent xavier home
then we headed down to JP to meet up the cliques
wanted to catch a movie
but no slot
settled our dinner at there and went to yc's house there to play poker again
alot of things happen in between again
don't feel like mentioning
home at ard 4+..
reach home gg to 5 liao
damn tired
CNY day 3
didnt go anywhere
went back to baby house for lunch
and back home after..
he booked in to his camp already
before that we sort of having a cold war again
sometimes i hate myself for showing that kind of attitude
and i can't just give in to him when i know is not both of our fault
but i just hate things to go this way
i know he must be feeling v bad that i didn't want to hug him before he go
he must be yearning for it as some reassurance of my love
i got to wait till sat then i can see him again
i know i will miss sleeping beside him
miss him hugging me to sleep
miss him kissing me every night
still got alot but not to be mentioned..
i'm sorry my baby
i know i hurt you
today is our 28 months..
you are not by my side=(
hope you w pass your course soon
jy and all the best
alright,
im going to get myself prepared and off to work already
update another time...
