I don't live for anyone ♥
and I don't owe anyone a living!
Love me? Hate me? You decide!
♥ Sunday, 27 December 2009
JASMINE ♥
i'm BORED!! yes, i am slacking during my working time so tired feel like dozing off but i can't knocking off in another 1hr time i have been slacking ever since 2? LOL caught zhong ji san guo can't wait to watch the next episode i hate to wait la!!!
finally the war between baby and me was over! i don't like explaining things because i think there isn't anyone else who will ever understand me, more than i myself do. I don't yearn for more in a relationship. Just someone i can be myself in front of and say absolutely anything i want. Someone whom i can click really well with. Someone i feel comfortable with. Someone who makes me feel important and gives me his full attention whenever i need it. Someone who is understanding and reasonable. Someone who can compromise and trust me more than his friends. Someone who shower me with his unconditional love and care. actually the recent war that started is because one of his friend told baby something that which i think wasn't really true. perhaps he did really saw me but is not on that particular month, week or even day. do you know that even a min or a sec cn change alot of things? i'm not trying to shrink away the responsibilities. but i fucking detest those people who try to put the flame on between couples when they say things that wasn't true. fuck them!! but i'm more upset that you simply trust others words rather than you believe what your girlfriend say. and during xmas eve, we got a big fight but everything resolved in the evening had our dinner and meet up the cliques at bugis went for sheesha at bugis and clarkquay after that enjoy myself =D
on xmas itself, i went in to msia w dad and mum shopping and settle our dinner at there baby and i are planning to go in msia this sat.. hmm, maybe we should go in on friday night? stay over at there and come back on sat? hahaha shall discuss w baby again.
ytd went to gs's bbq kind of bored initially as i don't really know the people over there but afterawhile, everything was ok damn shit la i bbq-ed the crabmeat and i think is not cooked la then i still eat alot.. in the end, my stomach hurts so much till i force myself to vomit out and i vomited all the red colour stuffs damn erxin red wines and vodka w the people over there had fun and home sweet home aftermath
arghhhh i'm super sleepy knocking off soon haha k la shall update another time =D
